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11 May 2009 @ 11:22 am
I Miss My BPF and Other Tidbits...  
So, first, I miss my BPF. This whole work thing? Where I can't check into Chatzy or Skype or even the BPD, really, though I sometimes sneak in.... It kinda sucks.

Second, I had my first Otalia dream this morning and I was OLIVIA! It was weird and amazing at the same time.

I (Olivia) was meeting with a PhD for some unknown reason and the woman, an older woman in her fifties, patted my (Olivia's) ass as I was introduced to her in the reception area. Natalia was with me and I guess she must have seen something though it didn't register with me at the time. We went into the PhD's office and sat down on a bench and Natalia reached over and took my (Olivia's) hand rather possessively. When I glanced up at her, I could see she was jealous and angry. Her eyes were flashing, her nostrils were flaring, and she was sitting with perfect angry posture. Everything about her bearing said "Back off! Mine!"

I realized then that she must have seen the pat and I was filled with a sense of overwhelming saddness and guilt. I bowed my head and turned away from her, feeling tears coming to my eyes. Her thumb began to move against the back of the hand she was holding and it was soft, gentle. I looked up into her sad, brown eyes and she had forgiven me. Just like that.

Then there was something random about a serial killer and a coat closet. Hey, take it up with my subconscious.

Then it switched back and Natalia and I (Olivia) were getting ready for bed. She wore a white tshirt and was faced away from me. I crawled in the bed after her and pulled the blankets up around us. She looked back at me and whispered "Hold me." So I did. She moved her long, dark hair away from her neck and tilted her head, inviting me to kiss her there. So I did. (Hey, I'm not stupid.) I could feel her warm, silken skin beneath my mouth, the fine hairs at the nape of her neck. She groaned the longer I kissed her and began to turn over--

Alarm. Yep. You heard me. ALARM.

I have never hated my cell phone more than I did at that moment.


I hope that's not the only Otalia dream I ever have. Dammit.

Okay, back to work now.


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Ariestessariestess on May 11th, 2009 04:23 pm (UTC)
Nice dream...
seftiri: Otalia Near Kiss 2seftiri on May 11th, 2009 06:37 pm (UTC)
Wasn't it though? I wish I was home having it right now....

Ariestessariestess on May 11th, 2009 06:38 pm (UTC)
LOL! I bet!
Tiffanypiekid on May 11th, 2009 05:11 pm (UTC)
Ah how our obsessions take over our lives so completely.

If only my World of Warcraft dreams were as... exciting. Lately they usually involve me being failmage like I was IRL last night during the raid I was desperately trying to avoid.

You get to hear about it now, LOL. I wanted to stay on Trilani to avoid the raid after you and Steve logged, so I convinced Holly to run me through Deadmines. After about 3 runs and 2 levels--wewt 13--I decided it was safe enough to get back on Einin. WRONG! About one minute after logging I get a whisper inviting me to a guild run of eoe10. It seems I avoided eoe25, but not a random eoe10 run. I reluctantly agreed...don't want to anger the new guild.

It's a 3 part raid, and after having the whole fight explained to me on vent because I've never been before, we started. I ROCKED the first two parts, 3.2k dps personal record, record crit strikes... but part 3? Fighting while mounted on dragons... failmage.

I'll get better with practice and such, but ugh.
seftiri: Kataraseftiri on May 11th, 2009 06:39 pm (UTC)
Yay for leveling Trilani but fail for getting stuck in that raid you didn't want to do! :(

Fighting while mounted on dragons just sounds so much harder than life should be right now.

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seftiri: Natalia Rivera Hands Over Eyesseftiri on May 11th, 2009 06:42 pm (UTC)
Oh yes. And not just any Monday, either. Let's see, it's the first Monday back to work after my vacation, it's raining, I'm sick with a cold, and my office is having a thousand metal shelves removed from the office right next to mine. Shelves that appparently have been there for decades and need to be sheared apart in the loudest way possible.


*wants dreamy time back plz*
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seftiri: Otalia Necklaceseftiri on May 12th, 2009 08:04 pm (UTC)
That WOULD be hot. *Adds to the list of fics to write* I don't know when I'll get around to it but I will write it.

Possessive!Natalia FTW! LOL
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seftiri: Natalia Rivera Dimplesseftiri on May 12th, 2009 08:05 pm (UTC)
I know, right? I get to BE Olivia Freakin' Spencer, I get to be in BED with Natalia OMG Rivera, kissing her neck even, and then the ALARM goes off?

So. Not. Cool.
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seftiri: Natalia Rivera Cuckooseftiri on May 12th, 2009 08:17 pm (UTC)
BPF stands for Big Purple Family, which is what I call the friends I've made through the Otalia fandom. (Taken from the forum's name, Big Purple Dreams.)

For years now, I've had dreams starring favorite actresses. Jeri Ryan showed up every month for a while. I'm surprised it's taken my brain so long to start dreaming Otalia, considering the massive epic fic I'm writing for them.
Cynical Bitch: olivia - rock onunicorn23 on May 11th, 2009 10:51 pm (UTC)
Niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice. Thank you for sharing, heh.
seftiri: Olivia Spencer Sweet Smileseftiri on May 12th, 2009 08:18 pm (UTC)
LOL No problem!
Revolos55: Dr. Who - Ace Where's My Batrevolos55 on May 12th, 2009 08:03 am (UTC)
I believe it would be ruled Justifiable Telecide, if you wished "respond appropriately" to the situation.
seftiri: Natalia Rivera Intenseseftiri on May 12th, 2009 08:18 pm (UTC)
Totally. Completely justified. *nods*